i am wishing you tons of luck!!  it's a hard thing to do, but it can be done.  i just quit again for the second time in a year.  (first time in november, relapsed in may, and haven't touched one now since end of may, and never will again).

get yourself some sunflower seeds if you like them.  it helps curb the "hand to mouth" part of the habit.  keep us posted.

You will have to worry about low birth weight with smoking. Like you said down syndrome is genetic, and it tend to be in older pregnant women.

Ashley

Hey,

you should have quit smoking a long time ago if you are pregnant. Your baby can die and be born with down syndrome.

alexis

How old are you??? if you are 17 as your nick says.. then you better let your family know, you will need their support!

anyways congrats on being pregnant. I hope you are happy with it??? Babies are a blessing. I am 28 weeks along and expecting a little boy.

Im sorry.. I feel real bad... I hope you cheer up!!!....

                    Echo 

You did what you thought was rihgt and that is what counts....In a few years you will see that that baby is wonderful and that he is a aprt of your life thanks to you!

god bless you for not doing it.....

abortion XkillsX babies..........

Thanks for the comment. But I swear I am not that Jennyleigh or w/e and that one girl I can't even remember her name. But the more and more I read your entries and the comments you put on other peoples entries about them being pregnant, I think that you're real. Like that one girl who not long ago said she was pregnant and blah blah and then you made a comment saying she couldn't get pregnant that close together or w/e it was. Can't remember...but anyway, CIOA

-Jenney-

Um- yea- Jenny's right. People like you are the downfall of our society. Why are you having children at your age again? Thats so sad. And how stupid can you be by getting preggo the 2nd time. Its called birth control and oh yes a brain! People like us will have to pay for your baby on welfare. I mean come on- at your age, you dont have a degree. The best job you can get is flipping burgers. Is that how you will support 2 babies???? Not to mention doc appointments, health insurance, clothing, food, diapers, medication, toys, even gasoline for your car. get a clue little girl and keep your legs shut.

Well I think it's good you've changed your mind hon.

I belive you have the support of most of us here so i'll be reading on.

Sorry hon your going to have to roll over what I said with your mouse okay.

I made an oppsy.

Shut the hell up.

Hon, you can do this, you've made it this far, just make the long strech .

Find that little bit in you prove everyone wrong raise the kids together as a family you and the kids. You can still do things for yourself do you have anyone in the friends or family circle that wouldn't mind taking care of the kids every now and then

You can still have that hope to be a mom, be happy and have a life. You just need to get out of the pregnacy stage it causes alot of hormone problems you'll feel different afterwards. Do you remember when you're first child was born Of course you do because you were happy when it was born you just wanted to relax and look that baby in the eyes see its hands, feet and every moment ahead. Those are the moments to look at and remember.

If you do put up the baby for adoption keep in touch make sure the parents might allow you to see it everynow and then or write it might make the choice easier.

But make the choice for yourself not the fear that  everyone else has about you not being able to make through it. Your looking and thinking about what will be the point you can't make it through anymore. You're not thinking that you would actually make it and I think you could.

But for gods sake hon stop sleeping with people for a bit okay just slow it down.

[LadyStratus]

some people are stupidheads. when people say stupid things, just read it as "blah blah blah i have no soul blah blah". And smile, and nod, because it confuses them. And be happy, because they're always going to be miserable.

hey! u left a comment on my diary asking if i found out if i was pregnant again. I am.... How are u dealing with being pregnant again so soon after your son? I'm freaking out...lol. How did your parents take it? [PregnantGurl17] [Delete] 

Congrats?  Or sorry?  J/p.  Im enjoying it, Im actualy very excited, I was scared at first, but I know I can do it.  I got an u/s and I am due 12/20!  A week further than what I thought!  Youll be ok!  Well my mom is ok but scared for us, you know what I mean?  And my dad doesnt know yet, hed prolly kill me again!

Please update when you know; I thought I was pregnant a few months back and went through emotional hell. Would it be THAT bad to have another baby,why would you be f***ed?? Oh and congrats on your baby boy; I'm sure he's a gem.

If yu knew what you were doing, then u cant really blame yourself. things happen for a reason.

-live laugh learn*

hey,

u may want another roo for ur lil man, cause trust me babies are nosy sleepers. and it will just et worse as he gets older. and u will want a place in ur aparrtment were u can just go with out being near the baby.

Congrats!. I hope you like your new apartment considering today is the 15th so you're moving your stuff in now. I'm so happy for you. Do you have a name for your little boy yet?..

Krystal

Just wanted to say hey and see how everything is! My pregnancy is taking forever! I cannot wait untill I can finally hold my baby girl. You're turning into the typical "Prego!" Haha

Take Care

Adriana

Hope ur baby shower goes well...thats cool of ur mom! :)

Jenn

Hey! Thanks for answering. Remember if you need to talk about anything pregnancy related I'm all ears. Good Luck!

Mariah xoxox

Hey! Sorry to hear about your scare. Good thing it all worked out and you and your baby are fine now. How far along are you again? Did they say why you had contractions so early? Anyways take it easy and rest,that'll help.

Mariah xoxox

Thanks so much for your little comment,really. First of all anorexics do not always need someone to be jealous of. If you do not have the problem than do not pretend like you know how we are or what goes on. Second of all I did not say oh all pregnant women are jealous of me....but yeah allot of women like people I know and people who find out that I'm almost 8 months pregnant say to me that they are jealous because Im carrying the baby so well and havn't put weight on anywhere els. So why dont you go back to never writing in my diary. Thank you

Gurls: Jessica, Rebecca (nickname Becky), Mollie, Madison

Boys: Thomas, Nick, Noah, Kyle ( by the way i think Ryan is a super cute mane : ) )

I juss wanna say God bless you n i hope that the baby comes out heathly n everything goes well n i hope you don't have to get a sesecion and have natural birth. I'll pray for you n da baby that he/she will be heathly n everything.

lOVE, mARILESSA

girlz: Nyla, Alexis (datz wat im gonna name my baby wen i get pregnant n hav a grl), Jennifer, Samantha, Julian, Audrey

boyz: Brad, Josh, Matt, Anthony, Aubrey( I got dat name from dis show calld Degrassi:The Next Generation.. 1 of da characterz', Jimmy, real name is Aubrey), Brian, Sasha(i kno u probably dont think datz a good name 4 a boy, but i used 2 watch dis kinda soap opera on mtv calld SPYDER GAMEZ n dis guy i thought waz really hot waz named Sasha.. itz a good name.. u could name a grl sasha 2)

Hey - sorry I havent writtin to you in a while. I have been SO busy! I hope ur pregnancy's going well....also dont worry about doing crazy things while ur preggo....Many of my friends have haha.

Jenn

Hi. I really do hope all goes well with your labor. I'm such a big baby I'll probably end up getting medication.. No, you know what, actually I know I will. haha. Take care*

-adriana.

Hey... I'm 16, I just had a baby on the first of june... I delivered him vaginally, and I had an epidural, which I highly do recommend- it made my labor, like, glorious... I was laughing and having a good time -- No pain what-so-ever...  It was a really good experience... I figured I'd get the epidural, but, when I went in labor I tried to hold it out and not get one, but the contractions were getting really strong, and so I just gave in...  I'm really glad that I did though!
Well, I hope you have a smooth labor as well as the rest of your pregnancy...
It'll go fast, believe me...  =)
Congrats!!

If you wanna check out my story about my labor, my diary is
Sweetest_Sin69
I'm just not signed in right now...

Well, once again, congrats!

_*Nikol*_
Sweetest_Sin69

Oh congratulations on the baby boy! I'm really glad everything is going along smoothly.. Thankyou for the comment on the twins thingy. My paranoid level went down a bit!

-addie

congrats girl. oh yeah and we so got played by 18pregnantnmarried! I actually believed her. I started reading lifeofanarmywife but, I am having miss scarlett check her out cuz now I dont know who to believe. Dont worry I believe you xoxo Amanda

Congradulation

ya so boring lol ya neva responded to my last comment but i hope u have a great 4th of july

[freakygothchick4eva]

hey- thanks for the comment.. I'm 2 months and 1 day. I have a question though. I'm extremely paranoid about this pregnancy and I just want everything to go good.. like most mothers. Is it okay to go swimming and tubing and stuff considering that i'm only 2 months..or is that a hell no?  haha thanks!

-addie

I dont think you are fake.. Wishing you tons and tons of luck.. you sure need it.. sounds like you've been thru hell. Lots of Love

~Krystal~

You are correct you wouldn't know unless you have an abnomal pap or have a break out.  BUT to make a "blanket statement" and Say that HPV IS Gential Warts etc isn't going to make believers out of anyone.  Just because your HPV led to warts doesn't mean that everyone you has HPV has Genital warts.  You should make sure you know what you are talking about before you just assume and when someone is trying to help you understand it, trying to prove them worng and arguing and rolling eyes isn't going to make you right.  You obviously have a lot of growing up to do.  Hopefully you will soon because You (maybe) have a baby on the way and they are going to look to you for answers and guidance.  Just inform yourself before you answer questions and please don't before afraid to say "I'm sorry I don't know the answer to that"  Then go and find the answer don't try to (excuse the expression) bullshit your way through stuff it only makes it worse in the end.  If you are pregnant...I wish you the best...

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you obviously don't read well either I SAID "If your dr new what he/she was doing you would have first had a DNA diascreen swab sent to the lab to find out exactly what type of HPV you have to find out if it was one of the one that DOES cause cervical cancer (because not all do) and then you woul have had a COLPOSCOPY done in the office and then and only then would you be a candidate for surgery"

The diascreen Swab would be done first to diagnose what type of HPV you have...and by the way in your little article that you copied and pasted for my information, maybe you should have read it too...that also states Cryosurgery is done ONLY AFTER the colposcopy...

http://www.niaid.nih.gov/factsheets/stdhpv.htm

Human Papillomavirus and Genital Warts

WHAT IS HUMAN PAPILLOMAVIRUS?

Human papillomavirus (HPV) is one of the most common causes of sexually transmitted infection (STI) in the world. More than 100 different types of HPV exist, most of which are harmless. About 30 types are spread through sexual contact. Some types of HPV cause genital warts—single or multiple bumps that appear in the genital areas of men and women including the vagina, cervix, vulva (area outside of the vagina), penis, and rectum. Many people infected with HPV have no symptoms.

There are high-risk and low-risk types of HPV. High-risk HPV may cause abnormal Pap smear results, and could lead to cancers of the cervix, vulva, vagina, anus, or penis. Low-risk HPV also may cause abnormal Pap results or genital warts.

Health experts estimate there are more cases of genital HPV infection than any other STI in the United States. According to the American Social Health Association, approximately 5.5 million new cases of sexually transmitted HPV infections are reported every year. At least 20 million people in this country are already infected.

Anonymous: from now on i'm erasing all of your comments. Your rude, you don't know what your talking about, and your NOT an RN. stop FAKING being an RN. An RN at an ob/gyn would know that they use an ultrasound to rountinely check someone's cervix. Even my mom knew that because she told me what they were going to do before i got it done and she's an RN, and not for a ob/gyn. So either your lying about being a nurse, or your need to go back to nursing school. The reason i looked all this info up is because i'm trying to prove your lying. I already know what i'm saying is true. Your just mad because you look stupid now.

anonymous: stop commenting on my diary. You obviously don't know anything. You said there was no such thing as getting a ultrasound to check the cervix....YOU WERE WRONG. now your trying to tell me you don't get surgery for hpv...obviously, you don't know very mch. Go bug your little brother or something and get a life.

oh and i'm posting the information about the surgery, just so you can feel stupid about yourself.

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Surgery Overview

A laser can be used to destroy genital warts.

Laser surgery is usually done in a health professional's office or clinic. Local or general anesthetic may be used depending on the number of warts to be removed or the size of the area to be treated.

this is from http://health.yahoo.com/ency/healthwise/hw103896

oh and in case your really stupid, HPV is genital warts...*rolls eyes* isn't it funny how i can predict what bullshit your going to make up next.

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Cryosurgery Of The Cervix - Cryotherapy

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Cervical cryosurgery or cryotherapy is a gynecological treatment that freezes a section of the cervix. Cryosurgery of the cervix is most often done to destroy abnormal cervical cells that show changes that may lead to cancer. These changes are called precancerous cells. Your gynecologist will probably use the term cervical dysplasia.

Cryosurgery is done only after a colposcopy confirms the presence of abnormal cervical cells. Cyrotherapy is also used for the treatment of cervicitis or inflammation of the cervix. Cryosurgery is not a treatment for cervical cancer.

http://womenshealth.about.com/cs/surgery/a/cryosurgtherapy.htm

Oh and the reason i got this done is because as everybody (but you i'm sure) knows, hpv can cause cervical cancer. So they check for abnormal cells. I had an abnormal spot on my cervix, so i got cryo done.

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oh and also, yes i did have to get pap smears once every 6 months instead of once every year. But that was only until i had a normal pap smear, and i did because when i got my pregnancy test done, i was going in for a pap smear. The results came out normal, so my doctor said it isn't necessary to have them every 6 months anymore. I hope feel so dumb, i really do because your a Assh*le, a stupid one at that and you need to get a life.

People now adays are so bitter and skeptical. There are a couple of things I would like to mention.

1:  This is YOUR diary....any of you that dont like what she wrote. read some one elses diary and move on

2: Ignorance is bliss.  People like to think ...that because they dont know about it, it cant be true.  Every person is different, so just because someone may have had 3 kids, does NOT mean they are correct.  It means they are correct about themselves.

3:  So what even if you made it all up, which I do not believe that you did.  What do these people who are being unkind care? 

Please do not stress too much about this angel, wishing you the best.

To quote Metallica "Arrogance and Ignorance go in hand"

i think u sould do what u feel is right maybe the best thing 4 u and ur baby is to move back to maine. i no she is your mom but if u feel it is right then go 4 it... i will keep writeing u alot ok here is my name

hellokittyfreak u soud leave some comments on my diary some time ok

    love ya always and i hope all ur dreams come true

                          ~ALEXIS~

I added u to my fav's because you're so far the only "pregnant" diary on here that i can trust and believe. Good luck. I'm the same age as you and could never deal wit what u are. My brother's name is Ryan and i hate it lol. Hope you get all my other comments throughout ur diary.

~Krystal~